what to do.. what to do..

i can't do shit right now.. i'm pretty much stranded FORCED to stay in my fucking apartment because the ONLY way that i'm guaranteed not to get hurt- has one fuckin flat/broken wheel. aaaggh. the people tried to reassure me by telling me that reliable is coming on wednesday to fix my damn wheelchair. ppfft. so i can't do what i wanna do right now. i'm gonna forget which groceries i need to get. aaaaagggghhh. it doesn't fuckin help that i've got a brain injury and SHORT TERM MEMORY to top it off.. i could write what i need down but to tell you the truth.. i forgot everything that i need to get except more bananas. damnit.
a guy from vocational rehabilitation is coming tomorrow to see which accommodations i need for to take the classes that i'll be taking, so i can get more training and classes (i'm not sure about a degree yet until he comes tomorrow and goes through it with me) under my sleeve, so i can have experience in my resume in order to get a better job to ACTUALLY earn enough money to live comfortably in the nyc area. so i'll see what he says.
i just called american eagle because i discovered that i put the wrong address into the mailing address of the order that i put in last night and the lady said, "well.. it's gonna get sent back to us because you said that it was the wrong address and we'll email you and ask you for the correct address.." i was thinking, "well, why can't just she just take my address now to make things faster? it doesn't make sense." then i grumbled through my teeth because i figured she'd try to make up an excuse not to take my address now, "okay.." and then she said, "UNLESS- i can just take your address now and i can put it down right now!" YES.. she thought of THAT ALL by herself! fuckin moron. i swear that they hire any jackass with legs to answer phones nowadays. *sigh* so i just gave her my address and shook my head as i hung up the phone.